Sports are something in my life that is important and has more meaning than mostly anything. The only things I ever do in my life is either go to school, do homework and play sports; so feeling that there may need to be a change in those things can make me nervous. Baseball is something I’ve played since I was four years old, and I actually think I’m pretty good at it. Last year I think I got hits on about half the times I was up to bat, but as I go into high school next year I feel it may be too much of a challenge to continue playing. Even this year at Fenn, I’m heavily contemplating doing track & field or playing tennis. The decision has been looming in my head for the past few years, and I’ve been avoiding it like the plague because I like baseball, but there’s just something in my gut that makes me want to give it up soon.

When eventually I have to make this choice I think it will be one with no perfect outcome yet one of satisfaction and relief; furthermore, it’s something that I think will be good to get over with, but whenever something happens where I have to make a decision that will change my day-day life it scares me so I try to avoid it as much as I can.